My Blog,My lifestyle…..Happy or Sad….Hope u r juz beside me~

HAha!!so happy…yesterday make cheese cake with my baby, an my mum~an…we help my sis cook spagetti for our lunch…my baby help to cut the meat,an my mum only realised he is lefthandle..hahaha!!but he dono how to mash the meat…maybe not strong enough~~my bro teach him…he so paiseh~but at last my mum take out her weapon!!the magic mix!!hehe~~throw the meat inside an settled…after lunch we only start making cake…too long didnt make an i seems blur blur like tat…luckly my mum got help us do…although the cheese cake got sum problem (i dono wat happened~haha!)..but it still taste good…coz my baby make 2gether with me…feel so happy…my sis, my baby (purposely wake up so "early") an i went to giant in the afternoon to buy those stuff 1 ler…i think its hard to find a guy who willing to go super market buy things an make cakes with his gf~~not only sit beside an look at me do…he was really helping, doing an learning…haha!but hv to thanks to the help of magic mix~i think hav to ask him to make cakes for me next time…tis is the 2nd time he got to eat my cheese cake…the 1st time was form 4 tat time…i make the same cheese cake for my own birthday an he came for my party…he was 1 of the 9 frens whom i invited…rmb??M8R2!!haha~~he looks so happy~i can feel it…although tis time the cake got sum technical problem…not so nice to eat…but he still so happy~i think he was jealous coz so many ppl had eaten the cheese cake i made,but he got to eat only once at my birthday party…but now~he not only can eat but also can make the cheese cake with me at my house…with my mum!!haha~fun fun fun…

besides,today we make popiah!!haha~~lagi funny…he only ask his mum wat to buy but didnt ask how to do…my mum also dono exactly how to do it…so~we went to giant again today..but today we went with my parents an sis…once got home, we clean all the veg an he cut all the veg for me..coz i dono how to cut…the mangguang, carrots, cabbage, prawns, long beans…throw into the magic mix again an everything bcum small small…jus simply goreng everything…of coz not me, he goreng everything…but luckly he called his mum an ask…at last come out an we taste it…not enough salt,then put everything back goreng again…haha!!at last last…it bcum too salty~hahahaha!!but also sooo nice…it was my mum who said too salty…i wrap the popiah for my mum an dad…my dad said too much peanuts…cheh~then i eat with my baby an sis until vvvv full….jus now go ah ma house jus eat little rice,yi si yi si…haha!really happy today although standing so long in the kitchen watching him doing everything…

CLEMENT LIAW BING KUN!!!u r really the best bf ever!!!haha~~i really love u…muackz!!!wanna be with u 4ever…an don worry…as u always worry tat i will suddenly leave u without any reason jus like form4 tat time…but i promise…i wont!!!ok?? hug hugsss~~~

I really don understand…y human cant stop lying…they r jus lying every moment…an y cant anyone stop it…is tat so difficult to tell the truth??many ppl don understand the important of, to be true to ur frens, parents, loves 1 and even stranger…they jus keep lying…without feeling sorry to the 1 they lie to…

dont they be afraid tat, sumday they will get their punishment??dont they afraid of being see through an get all the consiquences of lying??if they does not afraid of those consequences of being a liar…then y do they afraid of being true…tat mean, they think tat, telling truth is harder than baring the consiquences of lying…telling the truth will kill them??dont the childhood story of us has always teaching children not to lie??or maybe they jus think tat their nose is not long an sharp enough…

wat are the consequences tat we hav to bare after we die for being a liar all the time??cut of the tongue of the liar??but is it enough for them to feel sorry for those they lie to??will the person they lied to, feel better for their punishment??will they ever feel sorry to lie when they are still alive??i don think so…

y do human so complicated??cant they be more simple??i don think telling truth is tat difficult…eventhough sumtimes, telling truth to our parents bcoz of our poor result will get scold an even cane…eventhough sumtimes, telling truth to our partner will result in quarelling or even breakup…eventhough sumtimes,telling truth to our frens will make them feel angry towards us or even damage our frenship…

but i don think these consequences is tat hard to bare than hiding the truth from ur dear parents, loves 1 an frens…dont the liar take a second to think of the feeling of the 1 they cheat??dont they feel shameful of lying to those they love so much??dont they feel a little or a pinch of sorry to those they love so much??or maybe they lie bcoz they dont ever care or love tat person…

i always believe tat only coward will lie…if they think the lie tat they tell is so small case tat will not hurt the person they lie to…then wat about telling out the truth??is it soooo big case??i don think so…maybe the dark side of the person is greater than the light side in their heart…tat mean, they are evil…lie is better an easier than truth for them…hurting ppl is easier than their own "nice" image…or maybe they dono tat the 1 they lied to, is actually mentally hurt by their lie…

i always wonder, whether a liar ever feel scared of being cheat by others??is tis question funny??think…think urself…

pls…pls be true to ur loves 1…

WOw~~last sunday came bk from LTC at eko dusun,whole body pain until dono wat lol…maybe too long didnt exercise or maybe can say is too long didnt even move my body…haha!!but the camp was really fun an i got a lot of new experience there….i think i will never sleep in the sports hall jus opposite my own room if i never join tis camp…y cant i sleep in my room??it jus opposite leh~~omg…an i think i will never sleep at 3am an wake up at 5am if i never join tis camp lol~~sot 1…tired like hell~~

besides all those jugle tracking, halangan, new frens…we also experience the most disgusting food in the world…wahaha!! i had never try to climb the wall an try so many things tat i dono i can do tat~~especially the muddy craw…i love it so much!!whole body is jus deep in the muddy water,craw all the way through,nobody will scold coz of dirtying the clothes…so fun!!but the sad thing is,i hav to wash my own clothes…an the pocketsss of my trousers is full of sand…omg!!an i hurt my knees an elbow…luckly i jump into the swimming pool before going to bath,if not i cant imagine how much sand will be in my pocketsss…

the jugle tracking was cool!!llove it~~maybe bcoz i didnt fall down…few person fell down an dirty their clothes…an kesian Joann feel into the little stream an wet her clothes…luckly got Vixe let me hold his hand,if not i sure will fell into the water also…the same problem of joann an me is bcoz our legs too short…haha!!the water look so clean an nice…but i still don dare to drink it…although it is hutan simpanan,but i don really believe malaysian…maybe they pee up there in the hill..who no~~besides the stream an little fish in it…there r a lot of ants also…black an red also got…so big like nobody business an run here run there on the floor an on the tree really like nobody business…think only also will feel geli~~kena bite dono how…must be send to hospital i think…hehe!!an a lot of ppl kena leech…luckly i don hav…so geli 1~~

the most extraodinary thing is,we had experience the most digusting food in the world~~wow~~the pisang goreng,i think is hard,but not really hard…maybe is mian2 mian2 de…without the crunchy thing..hard to discribe..the tomyam soup, not spicy,not enough salt, is jus like lack of sumting but nobody no wat is it~~the mee goreng i dono wat it taste,coz i don eat mee…the kuew tiao is ok~i think is the most ok food at there…but all the sprouts jus like forgot to put into the kuew tiao to goreng together,then finish goreng only put in 1…all mentah 1…zha~~the fish i think is from sea…coz is very very salty~~haha!!the most interesting is the drinks…we can guess all the way,smell,look,stir, until we drink finish but still,nobody no wat actually the drink is~~look like milo,or maybe is coffee or can be cereals…drink finish also cant conclude wat is it…sum1 said is the combination of horlick an milo…"Horlo" tats called…available only at eko dusun…really experience all kind of weird food there…haha!!but the only thing tat i can conclude for the food there is…all food were cold an no smell 1…high tech man!!i dono how to do tat…haha~

i got a lot of new frens there…most of them very 38 an noisy but some really quiet 1…an in my group had 3 hiperactive,ah miao,casey,an vincent..omg~they really…cant discribe…haha!!but fun also…oh ya~~an i tot i cant sleep at there..coz really dusty an the dust not only can feel,but also can see 1…an i feel little scare also at eko dusun…but i dono how,i jus lie down an sleep until morning…luckly~if not i will start thinking of scary things alone…but the resort really special..we hav to take the bed sheets an put it on ourself,when we leave,we hav to take out,fold nicely an return back…an we finish our meal hav to wash all the dishes an put it back nicely…really special man!!i learn management an marketing also didnt learn bout tis type of business…cool~~

tis camp was really fun to experience….luckly my bf force me to go..if not i don think i can imaging wat i had experience there~~haha!!weird and fun!!!but i don think i wanna go there for 2nd time….wahaha~~

Wat is a relationship?

after learning an reading law~my conclusion is, a relationship is jus like a contract.

there is an offer by offeror, an accept by an offeree…

both party must hav consideration on the relationship.both will be having legal benefit an legal detriment.

no matter wat u giv or take,the adequacy of consideration does not guarantee to be equal.

there should not be any duress or fraud in a realationship…

3rd party will not be privy to the relationship…

u cant hav sex before u promise to giv he or she happiness…"act done first then only promise made"

it is a past consideration and invalid for a relationship…

offer is the willingness to contract made with an intention that is shall be binding upon the offeror when it is accepted by the offeree…FOREVER~

an offer must be certain definite terms…tat is,to bring happiness to the offeree…

offer can be in written form,oral, or conduct…or combination…

some girls will be shy to show her feeling,then maybe she will use an "invatation to treat"…

offer can only be revoke before the offeree accept the offer…if not,u will hurt he or she…

an offer will be terminated when the offer being rejected…

All the above is the evidence to show that a relationship is similar to a contract.

the only difference is that death or insanity, or destruction of subject matter will not terminate a true relationship….

So,hav u contracted with sum1??

wat actually is L.O.V.E??

LOVE…a lot of ppl like to hang tat word beside their lips…

Love is from heart,not from lips…

Love does not hav to consider country, religios, races, skin colour, length of hair, or even sex…

Love is all around the world…

Love of family, frens, and tat LOVE which every1 no…

the normal thing in tis world for Love is male match female…

So, the Love besides male and female are taken as weirdo…

But, if the normal thing in tis world for Love is the same sex match with the same sex…

Which is, male match male, and female match female…

Then, the Love of male and female will be taken as weirdo…

There is a lot of Love story in tis world…

the only matter is whether to believe it or not…

i got a very "story like" love life…

it makes me understand, wat is true LOVE…

the Love between 2 person cant be control by any outsider…

ONLY IF both of them do not allowed…

the Love of a person cant be looked down….

coz~Love shows the gut of a person…

only ppl with no gut, dont dare to Love…

no matter wat happen, no matter who u Love, no matter ur Love is understood by others or not….

it is due to u, whether to stand for urself or not…

But, everything will come to an end…

the only matter is whether, early or late…

Dare to take up…

Dare to put down…

Dare to Love…

Dare to leave…

~~TATS LIFE~~

I read tis from my fren’s blog…she copied from her fren’s blog…an i copy from her~~haha!!but its really meaningful…good things pass on….

Later will be having MGT test,but im too bored to study…jus thinking wanna drop sumting here..but i don really no wat to write…haha!!blur~~

last 3 days,the Onitez finally ended…i tot my bf will hav more time to acc me~but until yesterday he still busy for those sponsorship’s clothes…hav to return them…but many problem happened bcoz those participant dirty an spoiled sum of the clothes accidently…maybe they were too rush when changing…but really bring a lot of problem for my bf…he very angry an worry all the time…an even scold me for no reason…although the show had finish…maybe he hav to go kl again to return those clothes after clean it…omg~things never finish for him…an he will not hav time to acc me….

but at least,after the show,he hav time to acc me hav dinner "slowly"…coz no need to rush for practice or meeting…before tat,he always no time to acc for dinner or lunch…sumtimes hav to eat fast fast until i feel like vomiting…sumtimes hungry like hell waiting for him for dinner…an my stomachache almost everyday…don eat or eat also will pain…hav to eat medicine…haiz ~_~

besides,bcoz of Onitez,i dance again…i teach 1 of the participant to dance for his talent show…luckly he able to be the finalist…if not those dance will be wasted to learnt…hehe!!he really pro loh~jus having 3 lessons then can memorize an learn whole dance…although he had forgot part of the dance on the show,maybe too nervous, but im happy tat he able to continue with sum movement so tat will not look silly…haha!!i didnt cry tis time~~rmb tat last time i cried immediately after my junior finish their dance in the competition…coz they forgot the steps…hehe!!an 1 of them was scolded by me until she cry when im teaching them…all those bitter memory is sweet for now…the happy thing is, i heard Stanley said tat the participant whom i teach, dance better than the last semester’s participant…wahaha!!!so proud…an im happy for the result of mr an ms inti…the guy is hansum an frenly…the girl is cute an talented…although i didnt vote for them at first lah!!of coz i voted the guy i teach…an the gorgeous china girl….like her so much although i dono her…hehe!!

i got so many things to do…haiz!!later test…next tuesday hav to pass up stat assig,thursday hav eco test,an friday hav acc test…eco assig….dono when hav to pass up…haha!!forget it…too many things..dono start from where…planning, organizing, leading, staffing, controlling, an coordinating….hah~!

===God bless me for the test later===

I really dono wat happened to me…wats really goes wrong to me??i had watch a cartoon before…its name is "monster allergic"…but i think im now either "cigarette allergic" or "psycho"…omg~~

i scolded my bf’s fren yesterday..bcoz he smoke in the house…"purposely"…although i no he jus playing…but i dono y~cant control my temper these days especially when i see ppl smoking…or even jus a small box of cigarette on the table…i will start shouting at the person an angry bout tat….

jus like yesterday evening…they suddenly get scold by me…i think they were shock~an im shock too~~haiz!!dono wat i’ve done…scold half way ready,my mind only sensed wat im doing…

erm~~i think i hav to control from now on…be the old time me…if angry,i will only scold behind the person…not like now~~straight away scold the person in front of every1…not very good i think…didnt even giv them face~~

conclusion…im wrong…but they too~~not right… ;-P

===cigarrete allergy===

im really a weird person…in my last entry,i rmb tat i said i hate social board~coz they always take away my bf an my precious time…but now~~i help my bf to sell the Onite’s ticket,help him to find songs for catwalk,help him sms to find sponsorship…

i dono wat im doing…maybe seeing him sooooo tired~feel so sad…wanna help him to do sum of his work so tat he will not be so stress an tired…i tried my best to help him but seems doesnt work out…he still so stress…haiz~

he is a person who needs rest alot…alot more than normal teenagers…me too~tats y we can be couple…haha!!but these few weeks,he don even hav time to sleep like a normal person…i can feel how tired he is…poor thing…feel so sad when i see him so tired,sleep so well an i hav to wake him up for catwalk practise or classes everyday~~but he is a good boy…jus now he nearly wanna skip class bcoz he really too tired…luckly he able to force himself wake up an go for the only class he hav for today~~later he hav to go kl to settle things bout the sponsorship again…hope he hav time to sleep before tat…

wat can i do…i cant stop him from doing things he likes…although he always complaining of tired,backache or legs pain…but i no he likes the job very much~~anyway…i will be supporting him all the while…givs help whenever he needs….

baby~don push urself so hard…get sum rest if u cant take it…k??

====the way to love sum1,not to take away the things he likes,but to support him===

every girl sure will hope tat their bf is the most perfect guy in the world…but it will not happen to any girl…if it happened,there will not be any les in tis world…

my perfect bf:

1.no smoking

2.no foul words

3.no fren smoking an foul words

4.no lying

5.no going out after 11.30pm

6.no angry if i cry

7.no "eng eng ceng ceng’s" frens

8.no fren who dono how to read time

9.no lala frens

10.treat me the same even in front of his frens

11.no excuse for all the "no" above…

actually there r more…these r jus sum simple example…erm~but it jus a suggestion…if any1 can find a guy like tis,then she can marry to him immediately…if i keep hoping tat,maybe i will become les in the future… ;-P